And when I do.. (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia)

Sometimes I just feel the need to dress down.

Especially when I totally frustrated. Days like this come several times a month, and ever since I finished college, my frustration doubled compared from years before, one of the major reasons is my age.

Not to boast, but I do get a lot of people telling me that I look younger than my age, around 2-3 years younger. I appreciate it a lot, since I don’t want to look my age at all hahaha, but it really is frustrating and heavy on the inside.

Because I feel like I haven’t enjoyed my teen years that much, it went by so fast. I had a lot of dreams back then and thinking about it now, I haven’t really fulfilled most of it yet. It’s not that grand or anything, just small things like having a lot of time to sew, craft, cosplay, audition for lots of shizniz, and a bunch of silly teenager stuff. I wanted to prove something back then but my “forgiving” and “kind” nature took over and gave in back then, because I thought I could change my guy then who restrained me ;ls;. But meh, I wasted A LOT of precious time. 2 years of nothingness. Airhead.

I’m not that old, I’m 22. Turning 23 in a couple of months. It’s not too late I know, but other factors like work, and some other responsibilities, keep holding me back a bit. The idea of marriage, and having a child, is also almost there. Yes, I want to get married to my boyfriend of almost 4 years, but after that he wants a child already, and I don’t. Not yet. Not in 2 years. I’m not even good with kids yet, they annoy me and they scare me ;A; (sige ako na masama haha!)

And it’s all because of my never ending frustration of doing something for myself. I’m working on it now, but then I lack inspiration. With no one supporting, all I have is myself for these things to happen. Some of them cannot be achieved anymore because of my age, despite of how I look.

Reasons, I have a lot of them.But past is past anyway, all that matters right now is what I should do. I just need to be more decisive. All is well in my life right now and I have nothing to worry about.

And like today, I have accomplished lots of things. I woke up early (9 am = EARLY. I usually wake up at 1 pm). I went to my sister’s school to deliver something. It was my first time to cook Chicken Curry and it turned out well. I’ve cleaned my room again. I washed 1 week worth of clothes. I cleaned, oiled, and practiced with my sewing machine again. I made an additional cabinet design for my room. I segregated the coins from my piggy bank to be deposited/exchanged to bills soon. ALL OF THAT TODAY. So fulfilling. ; u ;

HYPE at Lookbook!: What took you so long? (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia)

A no-brainer outfit for a cloudy and busy day.

This was from some months ago, I felt too lazy to open my other online accounts that’s why I only posted now. Anyway, who cares? :)

I love this hoodie so much, but it shrank after I handed it over to the dryers, ughhh.. I’m not comfortable wearing it again, and I’m VERY VERY sad about this.

Aside from that, my college years have finally ended, YAY! I’m graduating on October 20. I’ll miss my school and my few treasured friends from there ; A ;. De La Salle-College of St. Benilde molded me into something good, and when I say good, I mean I’m more nicer than ever, lololol. Well, I learned lots of important and essential things in life, I think I’ve matured in some way. I really can’t describe it properly.

Since I’ve no class already, I’ve been hikki for weeks now, only using my Facebook and Twitter, reading manga most of the time, and sometimes practice dance and song covers for the lulz. I’m frustrated with a lot of things and I can’t help doing whatever comes to mind. I hate getting bored hahaha!

I still can’t get my drive to sew and draw again. I’m not idling or something, I just felt out of sorts on it as of now. I love doing them but I’m just not that inspired, I’m more inspired doing covers now or doing fanfictions with my friends. Well, I think I just missed doing those things, school kept me from doing it.

Jaa~

Hello! I wanted to share to you my review on Shiseido Integrate Mineral Puff Cheek blush powder. Whew, long name there. This shade is in RD301, which means the reddish one. There are two other shades, one in pink and the other more orange-y. More under the cut! ^^

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I used up almost all of my make up, and I was broke hahaha! Somehow I didn’t give it much thought, but luckily my aunt gave me new ones just in time! Thank you heehee~ All came from Japan, but I bought the mascara online. I’m doing a bit of a review for them one by one after this post. I’m so excited because it’ll be the first time! ;)

Clockwise:

• Shiseido Integrate Mineral Puff Cheek Blush Powder
• Eye Magic gel eye liner in Black Diamond and White Diamond
• Body Fantasies Fresh White Musk body spray
• Maybelline Baby Lips lip balm in Anti-Oxidant Berry
• Majolica Majorca Lash Expander Frame Plus

I had this post made around 2 weeks ago, I’m just too preoccupied with work so here’s a late post again ; A ;

(Source: crisealeveri)

Bored. I’m bored with all the schoolwork I’m doing. There’s too much, not fun at all. But I have no choice but to do them, there’s no point in neglecting them. There are two months left till graduation, it’s better if I just gave my best till the end. I’m bored with all these rain. There’s too much, not nice at all. But I have no control over it, there’s no point in clamoring about it. There are too many places submerged in flood, it’s better if I just fly. If I was with Gab now, then I won’t feel bored at all.

(Source: crisealeveri)

I was planning to buy another shoe but as I was going to pick it up, this one got my attention. It was in very good condition and almost had no dirt marks (the dirt marks above are cause by me Y_Y). I found it at a thrift shop near the place I stay during school days. Of course I wouldn’t let this chance slip by, knowing that this shoe is made in Japan. Yes, I’m very partial to things like this hahahaha!

It will remind you of bathroom slippers, very much, yes. But because of those little white polka dots and brown leather, it gives off a dainty feel, and it goes well with shorts and skirts.

Palette casual shoe as they call it, and the store that sells it comes all the way from Nagoya. I looked for someone that sells it online, and the only one I found is the one in rakuten.co.jp under Bobmard. There are several brands under Bobmard and Palette is just one of them. This design isn’t there though, I wanted a red one! (if there was) :(

The material feels like canvas (or I think it is canvas) with white dots, and strap is brown leather. The midsole cover has the same material as with the outside, and it has foam under it, its so soft when you step on it! Their designs are mostly geared towards the mori girl style, but you can wear it with any casual clothes! (thus the name haha), just not sleepwear haha!

I love how soft and comfortable the insole feels when you wear it, and ever since I had this I wanted to buy another color or design, my monies fail me.

The downside to this is that you can’t obviously wear this during rainy days, unless you want it to get wet and get mud stuck on its fabric. That is why I’m kind of sad that I can’t wear this recently.

(Source: crisealeveri)

I was supposed to post this last January but I completely forgot about it. I just have no idea why the resolution is bad when I upload it, in my laptop it looks just fine ; _ ; oh well. Anyway, enjoy! ^u^ 

(Source: crisealeveri)

Crème brûlée escapade (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia)

This was from last month. I found the dress in my usual thrift shop, and I find it very comfortable, surprisingly. It was in mint condition and it still had a tag on it, luckyyy hahaha! 

Earlier that day, I was having a hard time what vest should I wear with this dress, because it matched all of them ;u; And good thing I wore this light dress because it was so humid that day.

My bag’s so bulky because I brought with me my iPad and a lunch box. :) 

I forgot to take a picture of the scarf, which I got last year. It’s from Bossini and it’s so soft and fluffy! It also has a very beautiful and delicate design. I’ll take a better shot of it next time.

That’s how dark my skin is now, from the football games last May and my afternoon commutes to school. 

Shot by Lalli Kier at De La Salle-College of St. Benilde

HYPE on Loobook.nu!

pinuna:

I had a test shoot with the lovely Zulueca Crisea the other day. Can’t wait to do a proper shoot with her soon! ♥

pinuna:

After such a long hiatus from blogging, I shall award my ever-so-loyal followers with another givaway! ♥ For the month of June, I will be giving away the ff:

• Leopard bustier from ARF
• Bone Gang necklace from OS

Don’t they remind you of a chic version of Pebbles from Flintstones? :)

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1. Follow my Tumblr & Twitter, and add me on Facebook.
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One winner will be chosen via Random.org on July 8, 12:00nn. Giveaway is only open to residents of the Philippines.

Good luck! ♥