^Derp shot by my bf while I was fixing my hairbow. The image looks weird, the resolution’s kind of meh. Hmm.. 

I’m kinda.. back? I guess? Haha! I convinced my bf (a little) to take outfit shots of me, and still they aren’t that nice lol, he really isn’t fond of taking outfit shots - but would still post some by this week, hopefully.

I wasn’t blogging for several months due to several reasons:

• Ragnarok Online 2 was out and I played like there’s no tomorrow.
• Most of my out of house trips (lol whut) were for job interviews, and I had to wear corporate attire =_=. If I finally get a job, I’d shop for more corporate attire that I really like. oTL
• There are some days that my bf and I would go out, so I’d wear my favorite outfits, but in the end he wouldn’t take outfit shots of me. Huhu.
• It’s sooooo freakin’ hot these past weeks (33 to 36 degress celcius-_-) and I would just prefer wearing a simple thin shirt and shorts, and no make-up of course. Nothing to blog about lololol.
• 85% Hikikomori, 15% Aspiring interior designer.
• Candy Crush T_____T

Anyway, that just it. I just wonder if there are still people here in tumblr, because I was also thinking of migrating to another blog hosting site for a long while now. xx

I had to attend a certain interview (designer related stuff) last January, I can’t stand wearing corporate clothes arghhh so I didn’t hahaha! Well, it’s not required though, as long as I’d look presentable. What do you think?

Uniqlo tuck flare shorts and red argyle socks || Forever 21 red braided belt ||  from Korea brown ankle boots || Leg Love by Kate Torralba tights.

I love the shorts from Uniqlo, which I got as a birthday gift from one of my best friends, Carren! It fits me just right, and I don’t feel uncomfortable wearing it at my waist. I can’t remember the brand of the top I’m wearing, I’d tell when I remember, but its one of my favorites. It’s very soft and light to the skin.And there’s something protruding at my head hahaha! That’s my ribbon, it won’t get into the right place so blah..

That’s the bag from my previous post. What I really love about it is that it’s so spacious yet it does not look bulky. The brooch was made by me from a looong time ago.

Hello, boots! I love them, but I couldn’t run or dance with them ; A ; (I’m fidgety..)

More outfit posts soon! This lazyness is one of the many reasons that I have. Some of my upcoming (and even delayed) outfit posts needs to be re-shot :’( I don’t wanna post low-res ones. I even have mooore delayed make-up reviews, I really am not for active blogging ahahaha! Oh well~

2 months ago, my best friend and I went to my usual Japan surplus shop nearby to look for a new teacup. We decided to go home immediately after purchasing the said teacup when suddenly this big brown carton box outside the shop caught my attention. It was slightly destroyed that you can see the items inside peeking out. Dark blue stuff. My feet automatically dragged me to the box, because I felt like it was what I was looking for the longest time. When I opened the box my jaw dropped.

Several pieces of brand new (still with plastic packaging) Japanese high school bags! (With the school logo on it, lol)

[Photo taken 01.05.13 morning, full of my stuff hehheh]

We bought one for each, and told two of our other best friends to buy also. There was also a version for the guys (the sports bag * v *), one of my best friends bought it. We kept it a secret to our 5th best friend because we bought her one as a late gift for her birthday last October. We haggled for it and got it for Php200 each! (because we bought many yey) /o/***

Imma take a photo of our bags once we get to hang out again together! They’re busy with work recently u_u

The school name got me curious, so I googled it.

Kashiwa-kita High School「柏北高校」is located at Chiba Prefecture, Japan. Several minutes away from Tanaka station of the Tsukuba Express. It is now closed down/dissolved. I don’t really know the reason why it closed down. It still stands last 2010, but as of now I have no idea. And thus, these brand new bags landed on our shores, lol.

http://bitly.com/Rx4ex4

^A picture of the school building from Wikipedia. You can see the school logo at the side of the building.

http://bit.ly/QxNX4z

^Website of the Chiba Prefecture government, talking about selling/bidding of the land where the former Kashiwa-kita high school is located.

http://bit.ly/ULFzog

^Pictures and a bit of reminiscing captions.

http://bit.ly/134lsFu

^A blog about her neighborhood wherein it featured the school being closed down, sad entry. :(

Enough of the nerdy blabber, here are my decos!!

Oh yeah, McDonalds Happy Meal left overs hihihi! It’s so cute, I get hungry every time I notice it haha oh well. Gab and I bought it at a bazaar for Php20 each!

This is an overly late post. Been lazy lately because internet is a b****. Re-wordings here and there — sigh.. 

**Want me to buy this school bag for you? Just message me here or contact me here so we can talk about it. ^_^v**

HYPE on Lookbook.nu: Mellifluous Memory

An outfit shot from loooong before, can’t even remember when exactly but I think this was half a year ago, when I was still in college. Oh man I feel so old saying that. =__=

Forever 21 lace ribbon hair pins || Bossini light blouse || Tutuanna ruched brown mini skirt || Primadonna white brogues || lace stockings || brown ruffled socks || lace trimmed vest 

That skeleton key necklace is my favorite, it’s broken now, sadly. The ‘bit’ part broke and got lost, I was hoping to repair it but I can’t find it. Y_Y

I have lots of outfit shots from school, but I’m always contemplating of posting it or not hahaha! most of them aren’t of good photo quality for we only take pictures using my (or my friend’s) Blackberry - I don’t bring my camera most of the time because I keep forgetting it whenever I change my bag, well for the most part I just keep forgetting it, is all. :)))))

I thank my friend, Lalli, for being patient with all my vanity hahahaha! I usually ask her because we both have the same schedule all year, thus I am with her most of the time heeheh. 

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pinuna:

Muse: Zulueca Crisea
Make-up Artist: Kristin Cornejo
View high-res version here.

Photography by: Luisa Manuel [pinuna.tumblr.com]

Aiyaah! So here I am, loving the water, my hair, the make-up, the photos, and the amazing photographer! Graaah!! They (the photographer and the make-up artist) made me look this awesome even if I lacked sleep and even if I had those sad big scars on my knees, and we decided that we should just shoot them scars too.

Oh, I had those scars because I had to trip unelegantly knees first when I was to exit our van at Resorts World Manila’s parking lot before going to party at Opus. I partied with hankies tied to by bleeding knees. Blood was seeping through the cloth, it was horrible and funny at the same time. 

Aahhh I really love this. I had fun!! To Luisa and Kristin, thank you for the opportunity to shoot with you guys! Till next time, yeah? ^_^v

This was the first time for me, doing creative shoots! I want to do some more of these, I want to try being the photographer too fer teh lelz :)) ..I want to do better next time at shoots because my awkwardness shows sometimes errr.. well if I get to model again hahahaha!

Change.

Christmas eve. I was with my boyfriend the whole day, and he decided that I should wear something sophisticated — errrr something like that.

HYPE on Lookbook.nu: Veränderung

From Korea black sheer top || Next white denims || F&H Folded and Hung suede platform heels || Comoliva black leather satchel

This isn’t my style, but I somehow got the chance to inject at least 5% of my style in this outfit. The ribbon! Yay!! oTL ugh.

My boyfriend and I celebrated Christmas at his uncle’s place. He wanted me (my bf) to at least wear something that I don’t wear on a normal basis. Even though it’s against my will TT___TT, blargh I still feel weird after wearing it.

I like the top, and I wanted to wear it with shorts, but my knees are a mess because of my recent accident and I can’t show the world how black and blue they are (T__T;), so we decided that I should just wear jeans, I have no other choice. I borrowed it from my mom hahaha! I always feel uncomfortable wearing them, and even more so because it rubs on my knee scars the whole time and it felt very itchy and all that — but I still prefer it rather than wearing shorts that day because my knees are not a nice view as of now. oTL I don’t want people barfing while eating noche buena hahaha!

The bag. Yes. I love this bag to death. It says “Comoliva” at the gold lock part outside, and inside there’s a tag that says “Produced by Cavallo Plan”. It is a hand me down from my mom, which she said was given to her my my aunt from Japan around 20 years ago. OMG yes 20 years ago! I tried researching about the brand, I even typed it in hiragana but to no avail, can’t find any info about it lol. Maybe it’s a not-fo-famous indie brand from years ago or whatever. It’s made of leather and is soft when you poke it, the lining inside is made of silk. Even so, I love this bag and I hope it survives another 10 years so I can pass it down to my children — what hahahah! Hell yeah, it’s still 98% intact as of now.

Anyway, here are some pictures from last time, didn’t take much so I’ll share from others:

^Before noche buena. Ahh Panton chairs~ <3

^Greetings from Sky! from Ate Jeff’s instagram @jeffricasantos

^Taken using LOMO LC-A + Instant Back. Made of Awesome @u@v

^…and more of it! pic from Pat.

I got lazy taking pictures so there isn’t much, not that it matters anyway - I had my fun ^____^v

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My best friend Rin accompanied me to school three weeks ago to return my toga, and after that we went to Greenbelt on a whim. I completely forgot what we did that day. ;_; /shorttermmemory

So yeah, this outfit shot was from THREE WEEKS AGO. I’ve got a lot more outfit shots from many months ago that aren’t posted because either I’m too lazy, the photo quality isn’t that good/for retake, or the internet is acting up. I just got lucky tonight so I’m gonna post until my interwebs give up. oTL

Par Avion red dress || Wonder Rocket sleeveless laced top || leather satchel || brown ankle boots from Korea || dark brown frilled socks || owl necklace

HYPE on Lookbook.nu!: Airplanes and rockets

Oh yes. Par Avion and Wonder Rocket *u*. Gifts from a relative in Japan <3 The clothes are so light and loose, it didn’t give me discomfort even when the weather was humid.

I like how the red looks good with the browns. It feels kind of romantic and laid back at the same time.

^Gold bracelet and leather strap watch = my ever most favorite combo. I love gold bracelets to death, I prefer them over any other bracelets. Bow and flower rings from Teens’ Zone, Glorietta 3. Pardon my nails, too distracted to put on new polish

^The brown ankle boots from Korea, which was a gift from my other mom, also shown at my previous outfit post. The socks I’m using are from The Landmark, Makati. I love its design and up to now I still can’t find other colors except from that (dark brown) and pink (which I threw away already because I overused it haha). This pair of socks is nearing its time too TT____TT and I still can’t find the same pair from where I bought it.

^My overkill leather satchel

I’m still trying to remember what happened when we went to Greenbelt on the day I wore this outfit, but to no luck I only remembered that I bought pretzels at The French Baker before we went home. Argh, my head hurts.

Off to play otome games. Ja~

Cotton On aviator shades | M+P+E hooded poncho | Gray worn out denim shorts | Brown ankle boots from Korea | Dark brown frill socks from The Landmark

HYPE on LOOKBOOK.nu: http://lookbook.nu/look/4289271-Dreamin-and-trippin-down-south

My boyfriend and I, together with his cousins, one day decided to go to Tagaytay on a whim. Nothing special, just to spend bonding time somewhere else haha!

And so I took that opportunity to ask my bby to take outfit pictures of me, sorry I wish I wasn’t this vain LOL. And I wish my boyfriend wasn’t that hard to convince everytime I ask him hahaha! (ang arte ko daw kasi) Thank you love <3

^I love this hooded poncho so much. It has all the elements that I like - feathers, tassels, the hood, and the polkadots! I feel a bit like a mori girl, yeah just a bit. Toinks ;)

So there I am, looking at the horizon, acting so deep, emotional, and all that.

^These ankle boots are from my other mom, lol. It was from Gab’s mom, given to me as a graduation gift. Thank you <3 Tch, my own mom didn’t give me any hahahaha!

^I love this exposed shot, taken by my bby. I dunno, I feel like I’m going to dissappear and go to where the seishis are lolol.

^I think this was a stolen shot, probably… err or not? :)) Taken by the steeps slopes = dramu effect. What? Hahaha!

So below are our derpy pictures, which by the way is normal selves. @u@

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HYPE on Lookbook.nu!: Le plus simple que je peux obtenir (by Zulueca Crisea)

The title says it all, this is the simplest I can get.
It was my graduation day, my boyfriend requested that I dress like this hahaha!

Forever 21 Black Peplum dress || f&h Folded and Hung black platform heels || The Ramp Crossings, Glorietta rings || The Glam Shoppe Crystal Topaz Brown contact lenses 

I like the dress and the shoes, and I’m itching to accessorize it that day but I was wearing the toga over it so mehh I kind of forgot to remind myself to bring my accessories. ; A ;

I still find it hard to cut my hair, I love it straight and long, but sadly they keep on breaking and falling and it gets thinner and thinner as time passes “oTL

Stolen shot. Yes. I need to block my eyes because they’re half closed and so derp.

Thank you sunshine for making me look fairer in this pic, hahaha!

Eye Magic Black Diamond cream liner from Japan || Majolica Majorca Lash Expander Frame Plus mascara || Etude House Bling Bling Eye stick in #01 Shooting Star || Estee Lauder Two-in-One Eyeshadow Quad 01,23,14,21 || Shiseido Integrate Mineral Puff Cheek blush powder || Stanhome DBS Color Moist lipstick in Pink Latte 

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And when I do.. (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia)

Sometimes I just feel the need to dress down.

Especially when I totally frustrated. Days like this come several times a month, and ever since I finished college, my frustration doubled compared from years before, one of the major reasons is my age.

Not to boast, but I do get a lot of people telling me that I look younger than my age, around 2-3 years younger. I appreciate it a lot, since I don’t want to look my age at all hahaha, but it really is frustrating and heavy on the inside.

Because I feel like I haven’t enjoyed my teen years that much, it went by so fast. I had a lot of dreams back then and thinking about it now, I haven’t really fulfilled most of it yet. It’s not that grand or anything, just small things like having a lot of time to sew, craft, cosplay, audition for lots of shizniz, and a bunch of silly teenager stuff. I wanted to prove something back then but my “forgiving” and “kind” nature took over and gave in back then, because I thought I could change my guy then who restrained me ;ls;. But meh, I wasted A LOT of precious time. 2 years of nothingness. Airhead.

I’m not that old, I’m 22. Turning 23 in a couple of months. It’s not too late I know, but other factors like work, and some other responsibilities, keep holding me back a bit. The idea of marriage, and having a child, is also almost there. Yes, I want to get married to my boyfriend of almost 4 years, but after that he wants a child already, and I don’t. Not yet. Not in 2 years. I’m not even good with kids yet, they annoy me and they scare me ;A; (sige ako na masama haha!)

And it’s all because of my never ending frustration of doing something for myself. I’m working on it now, but then I lack inspiration. With no one supporting, all I have is myself for these things to happen. Some of them cannot be achieved anymore because of my age, despite of how I look.

Reasons, I have a lot of them.But past is past anyway, all that matters right now is what I should do. I just need to be more decisive. All is well in my life right now and I have nothing to worry about.

And like today, I have accomplished lots of things. I woke up early (9 am = EARLY. I usually wake up at 1 pm). I went to my sister’s school to deliver something. It was my first time to cook Chicken Curry and it turned out well. I’ve cleaned my room again. I washed 1 week worth of clothes. I cleaned, oiled, and practiced with my sewing machine again. I made an additional cabinet design for my room. I segregated the coins from my piggy bank to be deposited/exchanged to bills soon. ALL OF THAT TODAY. So fulfilling. ; u ;